Pre-production was definitely something to get used to. It involved more preparation than I ever would have guessed; I had to make storyboards, beat sheets, and print out the lyrics. Eventually, this helped, because I listened to the song and wrote down the times of each beat, which allowed me to create more effective shots.
The song we chose was I Wanna Be Yours by Arctic Monkeys. Addie and I have similar music tastes, but they don't always line up. Luckily for us, this song was one we could both agree on. Our concept arose out of wanting to make a video with no real storyline, just aesthetically pleasing shots; this wasn't going to work, obviously, so we had to think of a plot that could be powerful yet beautiful if done the right way. The story is that a girl is in an abusive relationship, and after a while, her friends start to suspect something. Eventually, they see her bruises, and another boy fights her boyfriend. He wins, and the girl and her friends run away. The whole video is shot through with flashbacks of her and her friends before the problems started.
The thing I regret most is being in it. Next time I make a video, I'm definitely going to be behind the camera. Not that I mind the attention; I'm in theatre, after all. I just feel like I missed the opportunity to be a director rather than an actor. The reason I chose to be in the video in the first place was that I thought it would be difficult to get another actor, but I'd rather work with another person than miss the chance to shoot it myself. However, I really like the shots I filmed myself.
I think it turned out well overall. I got to explore what it's like to film creatively, and it's motivated me to continue saving to buy my own camera so I can do it on my own. The color palette in the video is one I enjoy; the red was definitely purposeful. As I develop my own style, I have a feeling both roses and the color red will stay with me.